This is a estrange moment in my life.

There is not enough water in my body to work my brain cells?

I'm so fucking confused.
Damn it!
right or left?
black or white?
up or down?
boy or girl?
alone or accompanied?
friends or something else?
you see where this goes?
if you see
why you don't help me?

My head spins.
My nose bleeds.
My heart hurts... a lot.